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my attempt on finding a perfect spouse for my future baby....... FAILED LOL
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Keane - Is It Any Wonder
Talking to my friend today, who was worried about me was really nice
"No one can tame Seka"
its something my friends say all the time, its actually really cute lol
they say i'm some wild animal on the loose lol
well if you think I'm lyke those type of girls who go around, i'm really not
I'm more of the type, I flirt but I never lead them on
I've been complimented by a guy who was hitting on me
I flirted back but I in a way, was putting him down lol
He told me I would make a really good wife because I'm putting him down so nicely LOL
Someday, i'll find a guy who can tame me ;]
But I'm more focused on school stuff and my personal stuff
When i'm in that mode, I don't pay attention to new guys at all LOL
I can be mean about it to, sadly... lol
I'll write about something more deep tomarrow
I want to think about a couple of things
so I can better understand myself
On my likes and dislikes
I realized, since i'm just so chill about everything
I never really know what my likes and dislikes are
I Am Content
- Mood:
content - Music:The Pussycat Dolls - Jai Ho
Rumors start only inside a person head
thinking is a very dangerous tool
you can create so many stories about something you sow
in the end, 99% of it is BS n BAD =]
there would be only 1% of it, that you can tell your kids
Didn't get to the gym today... GUILTY =||
Seph "remember when i ran my finger up your spine and asked you if you were cold? you had a crazy shiver and it made me giggle." ;]
- Mood:
guilty - Music:m.o.v.e - HYPNOTIZER
"Every relationship is different, Don't ever bring the past with you."
This quote should be like a new ground breaker in a way.
I have friends all the time saying "I wish he/she was like *blah*blah*"
LOOK
there is a reason why your last relationship didn't work
so don't be bringing that stuff with you in your new one
that means, it can cause stress in a way to your new relationship
like you will expect them to do the things your last mate did for you
than you'll be dissapointed that it didn't happen the way you always had it
it also causes a lot of pressure on your recent relationship
the person will try to live up to your expectations, sometimes never knowing the reason why
the person your dating also, might not even know what you expect of them
when you get mad or dissapointed when they don't do the things you wanted them to do
they will never get why
than they'll be confused and depressed because you will be giving them shit for something they didn't do
sorry guys, but its true.
so girls out there, its always good to have expectations
but have expectations to your standard, not from how your ex lover was.
ALWAYS have standards and expectations
but don't go too far as in, guy have to pay for everything
this is just for me
I like to pay for my own meal or split it [of course, once in a while, munch off him <3]
but that's how I am cuz I have too much guilt =X
so build your own
- Mood: mellow
- Music:Alesha Dixon - Can I Begin
